Missing You

In the depth of my being I long for you.
My heart feels heavy and aches.
My mind wanders, my desires take hold.
A dream plays on repeat.
I shake my head as reality slips in.
Sadness takes hold and my stomach flips.
I need you more than you know.
As a friend.
Somebody who truly deeply cares.
I fear losing one another.
The trust, the honesty.
You see me and I finally see you.
It doesn’t scare me.
It excites me.
To know you.
To feel you.
To be with you.