Keep fucking me

I can’t fucking do it
What the fuck
Why when I tell you shit you then want to tell me about your stupid fucking problems
Put your shit into perspective you asshole
You make me want to fucking scream
All I do is listen to your shit and for once I just want you to listen
Why can’t you just listen
Shut up and listen
Tell me how much you love me and believe in me
Remind me that I have you
That I’m not alone
Just be there for me
Leave your shit at the door for fucking once
Your petty useless shit
I get it
My problems could be said to be the same to others and I know they are
But it doesn’t mean I don’t want to be heard
That I don’t want to release the pain, the emotion, the anger
Just let me fucking be for once
Just let me cry
Cry in your arms
Hug me and shut up
Can’t you just be that for me
Why do I have to struggle alone
It’s just another disappointment
I’m tired
Tired of being alone
I can’t be everything for you and you be nothing for me
Fuck I’m not asking for much
I am asking for a mutual respect
Why is it so hard to separate
I can’t just let it be
I want to scream and tell the world to fuck off already
Give me a fucking break
Can’t you see that I am broken
Why do you choose to keep breaking me
Just leave me alone
I am doing the best I can
Won’t you just see that

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