Something stirs my being
My balance
My drive
I stumble
I trip
I try to brush it off
My mind circles back
The loops on repeat
I’ve lost control
She’s taken over
Worse case scenarios slip in
I’m shaken to my core
I need to find quiet
I slip into my dreams
Hopeful to wake refreshed
Yet she’s there
Puppeting the characters
I wake confused
Distraught
Miserable
How could she allow me to go there
I try to stifle the noise
My mantras on repeat
I reach for you
You know exactly what to say
What to ignore
When to let me be
For that I am thankful
Hours slip by
I gain perspective
Mindfully facing reality
My awareness is essential
Let go
Let be
Love.
