It’s my birthday and I’ll cry if I want to….

Well don’t you know it, this dumb fuck did it again. Still slipping and tripping onto my stupid face as I try to gauge the current cluster fucks in my life. Insert R* back into the equation… Here I was thinking my logic could trump my emotions but it goes without saying that I’m a…

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Rapid succession, word vomit texting…

B*-I feel like complete shit and at this point I’m just trying to keep it together to get through the day. I’m sure work will be a good distraction cause this Bitch can’t stop crying. I’m sick of this cycle, talking about the same bullshit with people…. for what! I need some solo time to…

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~Enlighten Me!~

You work to consistently walk a line of balance as you witness most blindly going left or right. It’s when you meet another weaving the same line that your awareness peaks. Your souls sing the same song. Your words lay quietly but deeply. There is meaning and understanding where you never thought you’d find another.…

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Mother Fucks~

Backstory… I’ve been fucking around with R* since November and as per usual I entered the arrangement with the notion of it being an open relationship. We also understand that there wouldn’t be a future as we’re on a very different journey. Our open relationship afforded R* the ability to date her*, who quickly became…

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~I have said my peace and now I shall let it be~

This was my first official journal which was gifted to me over two years ago by K*. No kidding it was by far the most significant and meaningful gift I have ever received in my life. Obviously the words he wrote in the journal and card were indeed what held the most meaning. The journal…

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She is more than you once knew her as🖤

She no longer hid behind the fear others imbedded within her. She fought to set herself free. She strived for her truth amongst the rip tides. She crashed onto the shore of survival. She was weak and battered yet her inner strength pushed through. Then you found her, at the beginning of her journey. You…

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